it was a time well spent talking to my such-a-loving man last night. I honestly made a breakthrough expressing myself to you (aah, the magic of IM!) But seriously, I have never had a talk with any other guy like this before but you and only you.
when you said that i don't have any deep feelings for you, I knew you didn't mean to say it that way. Here we are and have already made a one-year milestone as boyfriends. I had made some stupid mistakes along the way that consequently didn't make you happy. And i am so deeply sorry for that. I would never ever do anything to hurt you because you are one in a million. You had made me a better person by inspiring me to work harder in anything that i do.
i have faith in our still-very-young relationship that it will sustain throughout the years and many many years. Like what the late George Michael sang, 'cause you gotta have faith, faith, faith,... (and so the George Michael reference will keep on coming).
happy birthday babe and happy one... i love you and always will... xoxo n